02/04/2021

Today marks a month since i written a post on my reflection currently that happened. Even though today was a rough day where bb and me argued about our tiredness and distress over appreciating each other or caring for one another, there are many eventful happenings that have happened.

I will like to share that i am almost completing my driving license which is coming in a months time hopefully if im able to get enough sessions and i can finally drive bb around where ever he wants to go !!

Also his birthday is coming up and i was planning to get him a bouquet of roses and he will definitely be happy :)

Other than that, warren has been spending alot of time with us where we just went prawning which is a good thing cuz i have been disconnecting with alot of ppl nowadays.

I’ve came to a point where I dont really find enjoyment in anything even when it comes to gaming, i just play it to kill time and relax, but i would find enjoyment when i talk to bryan, however most of the time he would feel disconnected or busy or tired that I wouldnt get a proper convo with him. I dont blame him because I know how it feels when ure in army and I just got to bare with it.

However today i let all loose when i felt negative after missing the last bus and not knowing I let my emotions get over me and make all the wrong moves. But i felt i just have to reflect and move on because dwelling in it wont help me because I think alot when im alone and I always tend to keep things to myself.

Looking forward to better days ahead, i love you bb hope youre happy even though i made u angry :’)